Boring Sunday

I am having a late night sleep yesterday, planning to have a late wake up today. But, my mum want me to get up early cause today is family day! Well, i think i would need to ignore her wills. I am so damn sleepy and not really into any moods. This is due to i am having menses pain. It been torture me like hell few days ago, getting me into bad mood, bad temper and bla bla bla.
What a boring sunday to me, kind of lonely and bit lost. Just the feeling of myself..... Another day to go, life huh?!

It is all about LOVE

Been trying to act like a spoilt young adult recently, maybe it is due to the unsolve problems that bothering me alot! Well, thank godness that i having my family with me. They try to deal it patiently and being understandable on why i m acting that way, especially my mum. She didn't blame me for coming out the decision and also not try to burden my stress. She been so understanding and supportive. I m so touch and happy to have her around!

I m been taking good care, pampered and showering with loves ever since i born. They always be there for me and fulfill whatever and everything i have asked for. One thing which make me feel touch and warm was they keep on telling me how precious i am for them, and how grateful they are to have me coming back home. I m not the type who easily have my tears down especially in public. Hence, I was trying to act nothing when they telling me this. Actually,i already cry out loudly inside my heart. Well, I m so lucky to have them and cant even find the best!

Love expression is rarely happen in chinese community, but we did practice it ever since my father passed away. We learn how to express, appreciate and care about each other. well, it is all about love in life. What is the most important thing for me? i would definitely say is my family, because they are the one who making up my past, present and future! I can lose everything but not them!