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HL confirmed he will going to pay a visit for me next week. I was super duper happy when i know that but also feel a bit uncertainty. I really don't have any idea what he up to this time. Making me very sad for my last year birthday and now come all the way from Genting to Singapore just to celebrate birthday with me this year. Well, will not think so much this time because it make me tire. We had hang out with each other for nearly 3 and half years, we break up , get back together and break up again. It make me feel unsecured, as i can't held him beside me and don't know when he will leave me again, feel like he not even belong to me। Sigh SiGh....
HOwever, he really make me feel touch recently। When he told me he miss me because i m the gal who always delight his life, concern him alot and make him feel touch all the time, i feel warm coz he din tell me all this thing before. The second thing he make me feel happy is when he msg me he will fight for everything juz to come over singapore and celebrate birthday with me. Nearly cry....(He didnt did anything like this before, dunno since when he become so romantic!!).
The feeling is like falling in love again..But, i still feel very scare and unsecure..