Am taking own risk!

Manage to tender at last! was damn damn release! Me also don't know why have such feeling, mayb i don't really like this current job. On the other way, feel bit too risky by taking this action. By right i should't tender it, should find a job first even i have it in my mind. But, i really cant take it anymore! Feel like going to be crazy.

I really running out of idea on how to deal with that. Usually when come to this situation, i will tend talk to HIM. But seem likes, HE dun even have time to listen at all. Well, am already get used to it. Din inform much people about my resignation, only few that really close to me. No point of sharing it as they will think how childish i am to come out such desicion.

Ya, right! i shouldn't did that but i already DID. So, the only way out is to start looking for JOBS! May god bless me though!! Dear Birdie Browie, can you listen to my wish?? Can you fly over and looks the best for me? SigH Sigh *%#$@#&