To Change or not to Change?!

Receive a phone call today, make me feel confuse... The phrase of "To change or not to change" keep on whispering at my heart. haiz, i dun like to make decision sometime cause it is very hard for me to choose. I will prefer others to choose for me, i will not have to think then. I like to take for granted (let other to pick the decision for me) when come to decision making as i dun wan the decision i make will end up hurting someone.

The GM of advertising company call me today, offer me an account executive post (which i dream a lot). I suppose i should be happy when receive the call, but i m not!! I keep on nagging in front my friends that i wanna change my recent jobs, but i feel bad when i really have the chance to change my job. WOmen do change all the time!! When they say so doesnt mean they really want to.

I feel sorry if i leave the recent job as i cant even come out a good reason to leave the company (SighSIGH....) This is because they treat me so good and i do not think i will find others like them in new company. Thanks god for treating me so nice by letting me work at this company. At least, i dun have to face some office politics like my friends does. I have no worry or tense when working there. (it is means this job is suiting me??)

But, on the othe hand, this position does not satisfy me at all (i mean the job scope). I admit i m the ambitious type of people (i m not look like, dun I?) I m not easily satisfy with what i have, i want beyond than that. If i m the easy satisfy people, things will be different then. At least, I dun have to bother so much as long as i having a good paid job, good husband and bla bla bla...All will be happy ending!! I dont have to torture myself by coming to sg and want sometime different.

Haiz... Which way should i go then?? leave the company and go for other jobs in order to satisfy me?! or just stay and choose to become simple n normal??? NO More Outstanding....Can someone choose for me huh?? Anyone?