Knitting

Recently, i had came out an idea just to cheer someone .I was thinking to knit a sweater (Nothing much, juz want to show some caring). When come to knitting, i was totally out of idea as i don't even know how to sew. (How can I knit a sweater?) Well, i had done some research before i start knitting. It is kind of hard, but i still insist to do it because i do it for someone that i really care! However, i did change my idea at last (dont wan to knit) as i dunno it is worth for me to do all this kniting stuff?

Lost

Lost, this is the feeling i dislike the most. I bet nobody will like it at all. I feel lost in everything, totally lost.. not only in relationship, but working, life and bla bla bla..Dunno what is the purpose of working so hard?! Well, my friend told me this is normal, we will been through it sometime..Just dun like this feeling much... But, there is nothing i can do....SobSOB...

Prinsip

This is first time i buy 4D. I also suprise why i did that because it is out of my prinsip. I have no choice because invite by my colleauges somemore it is only cost my $2. Well, it din take me much so i juz break my prinsip and give on. But, this doesnt mean i encourage gambling, I still very firm with my prinsip!!

Talking about prinsip....Hmm..i do have some prinsip in my life and very firm with that too..But only apply in certain area. Well, it is good to have prinsip, can help us to restrict on what we doing. So that we will not go over it.

But, too firm with the prinsip also not a good thing sometime. U will not listen to others coz too firm with those prinsip. Here u are, PR skill need to be apply in this situation. Sometime, when u really dun like the things and it break your prinsip, do not have to straight away voice it out. Juz play some tactic by spinning a bit, U will get the outcome u want. Isnt it easy, huh?!

To Change or not to Change?!

Receive a phone call today, make me feel confuse... The phrase of "To change or not to change" keep on whispering at my heart. haiz, i dun like to make decision sometime cause it is very hard for me to choose. I will prefer others to choose for me, i will not have to think then. I like to take for granted (let other to pick the decision for me) when come to decision making as i dun wan the decision i make will end up hurting someone.

The GM of advertising company call me today, offer me an account executive post (which i dream a lot). I suppose i should be happy when receive the call, but i m not!! I keep on nagging in front my friends that i wanna change my recent jobs, but i feel bad when i really have the chance to change my job. WOmen do change all the time!! When they say so doesnt mean they really want to.

I feel sorry if i leave the recent job as i cant even come out a good reason to leave the company (SighSIGH....) This is because they treat me so good and i do not think i will find others like them in new company. Thanks god for treating me so nice by letting me work at this company. At least, i dun have to face some office politics like my friends does. I have no worry or tense when working there. (it is means this job is suiting me??)

But, on the othe hand, this position does not satisfy me at all (i mean the job scope). I admit i m the ambitious type of people (i m not look like, dun I?) I m not easily satisfy with what i have, i want beyond than that. If i m the easy satisfy people, things will be different then. At least, I dun have to bother so much as long as i having a good paid job, good husband and bla bla bla...All will be happy ending!! I dont have to torture myself by coming to sg and want sometime different.

Haiz... Which way should i go then?? leave the company and go for other jobs in order to satisfy me?! or just stay and choose to become simple n normal??? NO More Outstanding....Can someone choose for me huh?? Anyone?

Lucky or Not?!

When group together with my friends, they always complaining about their jobs and bla bla bla...i do complaint my job but not as what they complaining. I complaint my job because it is too free and bore (First time people complaint their work in such way?!) SIgh Sigh.. Well, i think i am the luckiest among my friends. This is due to my colleagues are very nice to me, and i m having an understandable manager and Director.(For the movement only, cant confirm in future..hehe) HL said i m very "xin fu" because they are so nice to me and take care me as well. For me, I think i m still ok with it but pray that don't be so free will do.(I dun want to be so BORE!!!) Feel like i m a married rich "tai tai", come in to work but do not have anything to do, just sit there and get a good salary..Haiz, this is not what i prefer after all. Sound like i m very useless!!! Sigh siGh...

Sick!!

Getting sick after came back from KL, never recover for about one week plus.. Lazy to consult doctor and thought it is just a small case, but who know it getting worst!!

Suddenly miss my mum so much.... how good it is if she is beside me because she know what i want when i sick.

Still remember vividly when i was small, i like to cry when i sick. Nothing much, just want to gain my Mum's attention.

When come to Uni time, i still cry when i sick...when she call me to ask about my situation, i will even cry harder.. SOb Sob..I also dunno why i cry more harder?! Probably i am " anak bongsu" at home..

HOwever, when come to singapore, i did change a lot. I never cry when i m sick n never let her know becoz i dun wan her to worry on me!! (Gosh!! Feel like more independent than last time)

KL trip

Going down to kl last fri to meet with my dearest friends- Penny, Grace and Wen Wen. The trip was great becoz it was planned by Lovely Ex Roomate cum Coursemate cum BEst Friend- Penny!!! (Thanks for it...).

On the First day in kl, we headed to Klang for "BAK KUT TEH" (YUmmy YuMMy!!). Although it was not my favor, but i did enjoyed so much as i could hanging around with my GaLs. After that, we headed to Wine Bar which located at Damansara Height (Actually, not really remember the location....). We do enjoy the place coz it is a nice place to chit chatting and drinking as well. (Gosh !! my drinking skill have improve!!)

So sad coz WenWen cannot make it at that nite, i m sure it will be more fun to have her around. Only manage to meet with her on the next day, we meet up for Dim SUM and some drinks at the YIPPE (OUr very own drinking place last time.). THen, i headed back to SIngapore after the meeting... SIGh SIgh..... I wish i have more time to spend with my friend!! MISS THem A Lot!!