Sad

Usually i don't like to argue, but today is just too much for me! I tried to fight back coz i can't take it anymore. All the words are very hurtful and make me feel very sad :( I keep on telling myself no matter how bad the arguement is i need to hold down my tears. But, cant make it at last. Sometimes i just wonder does God really listen to my praying? as i've pray so hard everyday. Another sad day to go....... @_@

陌生

说真的好怕这种陌生感觉.
有可能我比较害怕分离, 因为分离足能让一对更本认识的人变的毫无关系.
从无话不谈演变成无话可说,从爱变成恨,从认识变成陌生人.
想要保持联络,又担心对方的想法及他那冷淡的态度.
有可能已习惯别人的疼爱,所以当有人对自己冷淡时,会觉得很不好受.
从小到大,从没试过被人大声呼喊过.最想不到的是自以为很疼爱自己的某人竟然会这样对待自己.
根本与这一颗心是很靠近的,不知怎地变得深不可测,完全陌生及已不能再透彻那颗心了.
想起真的是有些心疼,为什么会变成这样?
以前的我会转牛角尖,想要知道答案.
可是现在的我已不会再追求答案,就算知到了答案又怎样? 已定为事实了,为何又要再自我伤害呢?
也许已经看透一切吧!答案已不重要, 最重要的是我已学会放下, 往前看了!

Misunderstanding

We have lots of misunderstanding gone through us. Sometimes, I'll have the funny thinking and there are lots of "what if" in my mind... What if i open up myself, what if he can be more patience to me, what if..... Well, i hope i can turn back time and also hope he can read my blog, at least he knows the real me and not the one he is thinking at. Nothing much can be done now as there are so much things to explain and i don't have the privilege to deal with it. Hopefully, times will prove who i am and clear up those misunderstanding. Just wonder when will it come?

New Hair Style

My mum, sisters and i like to get our hair done when come to chinese new year. It's like a tradition for Lee's family. We never and ever missed it! Well, quite satisfy with the new hair style. It is nothing special as i had permed it last year, the only thing different is i've coloured it into light brown. This is due to i had coloured dark brown for the past two years, would like to try out something different this year.

Princess ChErRy

She is the cutest baby i ever know, the one who i would like to spend more time with - Princess Cherry.

The most recent pix - Princess Cherry.

These pix taken when she is only about 1 year plus.

These pix taken when she just about 8 or 9 months old.

(some of my friends said she looks like little jack jack)

Resolutions in 2009

There are so much of things i need to do in 2009:

1. Improve my communication skills and language (thanks for someone who had doubted me).
2. Find a job (It is a must to make me feel more confident because someone had reminded me on how useless i was in year 2008).
3. Save money for HK Trip (it is a promise between me and my mum).
4. Read more books, mags or newspaper (just to broaden my view and knowledge).
5. Spend more time and talk more with my family (although i am staying together with my family, but i dont really share alot about my feeling with them).

Well, those are the five main things i need to improve in year 2009. Hopefully, everything will going to be fine in year 2009 :)

Goodbye 2008, hello 2009

Time flies so fast until i can't even realize it. There are so much of things happened in year 2008, it had became the most memorable year for me especially the 3 months before year 2009. Well, nothing much i can do now as it already past, a past which i cant do anything to fix it.
All i have to do now is move on and do something great in year 2009. No one will going to find out what's happen next in future, so we should just appreciate what we have now, take year 2008 as a lesson and try to make our life in year 2009 more content.